Campbell Meditation Testimonial – I have found heaven within me while living – Jin Won / Meditation Guide / Santa Clara /CA

I have found heaven within me while living

Jin Won, Meditation guide, Santa Clara, CA

I was born in the communist era in eastern block. While growing
up, my parents were in the communist party so we were not allowed to go to
church. In the communism we learned in the school that human evolved from
monkey. So I always believed that I come from the monkey. In 1989 with the fall
of a Berlin Wall there was a revolution in my country and Slovakia became
capitalist. When I was 10 years old my grandmother brought me to a catholic
church and I was told by a priest that God created me. I didn’t know who was
God, so I started searching and looking for God.

I prayed every day to be happy and to live in heaven while
alive, I went to church every Sunday and also 3 or 4 times during a week. I
would pray every night and read Bible diligently. I was baptized, went to a
first communion. I would go to a confession once a month and try to live my
life as a good catholic. But many times in my life I experienced a lot of pain
and sorrow. I had a lot of judgements about other people, even people in my
church, I would feel very angry, sad or lonely. In our church there were a lot
of rich people, but also very poor people. I felt that world was not fair, and
why do I have to live with pain and burden like this and then die? They would
say in my catholic church that God is within me, but when I felt this pain and
burden, I didn’t feel like God was within me.

After coming to America I came across this meditation.  I went to a free introductory lecture and the
helper told me that heaven and God are inside of me. The reason I can’t feel or
see God inside of me is because I live inside of a human mind world. So when I
throw away my human mind world I can have God and heaven always within me. So
right away I started this meditation because I felt this was a way to go.

After I completed this meditation, after throwing away all
my karma, habits and body which I thought were myself, I found God. That place
in my mind, where myself completely disappeared and the new me was reborn, it
is always so peaceful there, so comfortable and always so happy. That place is
always inside of me. That mind is always inside of me, where there are no
discerments, no attachments, no right or wrong, in that mind which is always so
pure and so clean I found God.  Now God
and Heaven are always within me, wherever I go I always live in heaven. I am so
happy and so grateful to this meditation and to the founders of this miracle
method, that after all my life searching I can live in heaven while I am alive.
Thank you.